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So we took snoop to the vet today.. and

he gave her her boosters...

and he said the only thing he could do...

is either

a.) Get her fixed.. surgery..

b.) put her to sleep...

But if she gets surgery.. she is a very high risk cuz shes 12 yrs old.. which is 70 hrs old in human years..

i saw it on his chart thing..

but..

so omg i tried sooooooo SOOOO effing hard not to start bawling on the way out.. but i couldnt do it..

and i just bawled all the way home... and even since we got home..

and now im just a big wet slobbery mess and i duno what to doooo ;-;;;


He said the way snoop is she wouldnt last another year.....

if we put her to sleep then she (obviously) wouldn't survive.....

if she gets the surgery... then there's a high chance that she wont wake up.... or make it through the surgery...


AND I DONT EVEN EFFING KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

If she gets the surgery... we gotta take her in at 8am.. and /I/ have to do it because dad has to work...


and there's no effing way in HELL that i could last that day... not knowing if she was ok or not..

...and she just jumped up on my lap ;-;..

and there's DEFINATELY NO EFFING way in whiteface's DILMA that i could take the phonecall to see weither or not to pick her up...

and omfg i dunooooooooo

i dunnnnnoo ;-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;


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