BORED

Aug. 16th, 2014 10:46 pm
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At pioneer country music fest......

Bored out ta my mind, lol. Not my thing.



Even dyscalcuwhatever!! 
Lesser-known things about Asperger's syndrome
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When people hear of Asperger's syndrome they may think of children or Einstein. But here are some lesser-known things about the condition from those who know.

Wut.

May. 23rd, 2014 09:29 pm
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So we were pulled over today for being too cautious of a driver. 

Then we did laundry at the private laundry room and some guy came in at 4am, stopped the dryer, dug through the clothes and left... Without restarting the dryer.

Definitely a 'what the heck' moment... :|



Photo: Wish i could make a poster of this! Lol~

<=/

Dec. 9th, 2009 12:28 pm
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Something feels wrong.

I dont know what it is..

But something feels really wrong

and i wanna go into my room and cry and go to sleep.



nothing happened at all...


I just feel bad.

I hope carol works today.

she usually makes me feel better.


salams even on

but Im not talking to him,

I duno what to talk about

sigh...........

he even commented..


[11:24] <@Salamix> Well, you're quiet today
[11:24] <@cait> :x
[11:24] <@cait> sorry..
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and found out im Bipolar... particularly Type II...

Um..

I dont know how to react to this really..
i took meds for sleeping that were like bipolarish issued but i never officially had it but

now i guess i do..

So i read up on it...

and omfg.. it is totally.... totally how i feel.... the times when im in the 'depressed state' i feel worthless and stuff doesnt get done and it piles up and you sleep too much or too little..

and during the 'high state' I feel UBER and hyper and WOOSh i can do ANYTHIIIIIIIIINg weoos but yeah.. i rarely have this... um..
I think im currently experiencing a bit of both cuz..

i duno

im sort of xcited about having it.. yet im crying because i dont want it.. i dont understand...

i think things... and i just dont know..

people ask me.. my opinion on things and i dont know.. i dont have an opinion... unless its a strong opinion..

Ex: do you want onion or not?
me: HELL. NO.
but if someone said "where do you wanna eat today?"

me: I dun care...

and im awful shaky right now.. and cold... and not very tired...
i rock back and forth sometimes.. and clench my fists... grit my teeth.. breathe heavily.. cry.. because i dont know what else to do... i want to get rid of this feeling but i cant.. it's so awful....

I dont think anyone should have to go through it..

Sure you... CRAZY people out there are like... "OH IT COULD BE SOOOOOO MUCH WORSE!!!!"

Well i dont give a mother effin rats aresenal that it could be much worse... It isnt and to me its bad.. ok..

most people think that mental illness is not an illness at all.

That physical illness is the only thing..
when people break their leg or have their spleen tooken out or whatever... people are like "<=O are you ok? you poor thing!!!!!"

but if your mentally sick they tend to stay away from you.. and think your crazy... and say your faking it or "you could be much worse"

Yeah i guess i could be bipolar and fat and have many diseases.. waIT i ALREADY AM!! but i COULD have cancer or die or something (if only i could be so lucky)

But.. when we were in taco bell today, i established that Murphy is stalking us and he wants our SOULS!!!!! BUT TOO EFFING BAD MURPHY!!!!! I BEQUEATHED MY SOUL TO SHANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHA IN YOUR FACE YOU BIIIIIISHOUJOAQUANECRONEOPEDOPHILIACTITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah..

so im bipolar.... bisexual... asexual... crazy.. amoong other things... >_>...

I think... i shall be the next dorothea dix... THEN I WILL HAVE A WHOLE SOCIOLOGY CLASS DO PRESENTATIONS ON ME!!!! BWAHAHHAHURAW*ER()A*VF)SDFI

maybe not..

because that was just crazy o_O..

not that i care..

mannnn i dun wanna sleep but i LURVE <3 sleep but i blah and sk00l... and FAssfo9 government i hate governmenttttt ;---------;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

i lurve my day after lunch mannnn

IS, IS, and drawing ... oohh.... ooooooohhhhhhhh............................ ooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhmaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn i loooooooooooooooooooouuuuurrrrrrrrrrrvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee ittttt like cory lurrrrrrrrrves his f0000d...

*sob8
well i guess ill go lay down..

Because..

gah..

weJ(AGP)KOPGKOPSDGOSDGK

I JSUTTTTTt
WANT TOOoooooooo....

gggggggggeeeeeetttttttttttt

out of HEREEEe and go HOMEEE but i CANNTTT because B:AAAAAHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhsdkwbnes ,.

i dont even know.. anything...

*sob*
life is just so...... .... unreal... and i dont.. Afrignggggggggg KNOW WHYYYY!!#$_) its crazy.... rreeeeeallll crazy...
so..

..
i just want to be normal for once...

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