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caiternoodle (11:11:02 PM): hola
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:11:24 PM): hi
caiternoodle (11:11:53 PM): So.. whats up
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:12:03 PM): I was playing unreal tournament
caiternoodle (11:12:08 PM): Oohh..
caiternoodle (11:12:14 PM): want me to shut up? XD
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:12:18 PM): No
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:12:22 PM): not at all :3
caiternoodle (11:12:34 PM): Otay
caiternoodle (11:12:36 PM): WELL
caiternoodle (11:12:54 PM): Today started out horrible..
caiternoodle (11:13:00 PM): but it was ok after it got goin...
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:06 PM): :|
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:09 PM): ok
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:10 PM): Well
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:14 PM): I went to chicago
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:17 PM): I hate chicago :-(
caiternoodle (11:13:20 PM): o_O why
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:25 PM): blue fest
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:30 PM): i hate the blues
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:32 PM): XP
caiternoodle (11:13:35 PM): 0.o..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:38 PM): But then we went to an old library
caiternoodle (11:13:41 PM): Then why did you go?
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:46 PM): thats now a center for a museum
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:53 PM): because my parents lured me out with food XP
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:56 PM): but anyways
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:13:58 PM): we went there
caiternoodle (11:13:58 PM): XD!!!
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:01 PM): and I loved that place
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:07 PM): I NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:14 PM): It was basicly desolate
caiternoodle (11:14:15 PM): lol
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:17 PM): it felt right
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:20 PM): I loved it
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:23 PM): In fact
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:25 PM): in one room
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:14:33 PM): I wanted to curl up into a ball and sleep
caiternoodle (11:14:53 PM): lol
caiternoodle (11:14:54 PM): weeeird
caiternoodle (11:14:55 PM): why>?
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:15:17 PM): :3 that room in particular felt really comfortable to me
caiternoodle (11:15:23 PM): ooo..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:15:37 PM): there was one section of the building which really felt interesting
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:15:43 PM): I kinda hung out there
caiternoodle (11:16:05 PM): oo../
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:05 PM): :3 highlight of my day
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:09 PM): I loved it there
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:12 PM): BEAUTIFUL
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:16 PM): ^^
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:18 PM): anyways
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:16:22 PM): now im back home
caiternoodle (11:16:26 PM): yay..
caiternoodle (11:16:50 PM): Well
caiternoodle (11:16:55 PM): this morning
caiternoodle (11:16:58 PM): at about 3:30
caiternoodle (11:18:09 PM): I had a tick on me.
caiternoodle (11:18:13 PM): On my inner thigh.
caiternoodle (11:18:15 PM): i have NO IDEA why
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:18:22 PM): *shudders*
caiternoodle (11:18:26 PM): i hate them
caiternoodle (11:18:29 PM): i freaked out..
caiternoodle (11:18:32 PM): i wouldnt sleep in my room
caiternoodle (11:18:35 PM): because of this..
caiternoodle (11:18:50 PM): I slept on the love seat in the living room.
caiternoodle (11:18:52 PM): Without a blanket.
caiternoodle (11:19:03 PM): SO i woke up at about 6am and i was freezing and i couldnt feel my toes WHATSOEVER.
caiternoodle (11:19:23 PM): so i went in my room..
caiternoodle (11:19:30 PM): and cory was in tehre sleeping o-O
caiternoodle (11:19:39 PM): so i stuck my toes under him and warmed them up LOL
caiternoodle (11:20:50 PM): and theenn
caiternoodle (11:20:55 PM): I woke up at like 9..
caiternoodle (11:21:03 PM): cuz dad wanted to wake up then..
caiternoodle (11:21:09 PM): and hes like "nuu.."
caiternoodle (11:21:19 PM): so i went back to sleep
caiternoodle (11:21:27 PM): and he got me up at like 11..
caiternoodle (11:21:32 PM): so i was getting around..
caiternoodle (11:21:39 PM): dad went to get the cake...
caiternoodle (11:21:42 PM): so i got a shower...
caiternoodle (11:21:46 PM): and they got back..
caiternoodle (11:21:49 PM): and i got out of the shower..
caiternoodle (11:22:12 PM): and dads like "...we found travis.. hes underneith the picnic table on the deck.. ..he doesnt look too good."
caiternoodle (11:22:27 PM): so i ran out there.. SOAKING WET.. with my hair all POFASDItized..
caiternoodle (11:22:36 PM): and he was layin there..
caiternoodle (11:22:43 PM): and i pet him..
caiternoodle (11:22:48 PM): and he couldnt move his back legs..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:23:00 PM): why though?
caiternoodle (11:23:04 PM): so i got some kitty treats and he tried to get over to them...
caiternoodle (11:23:10 PM): but he could only use his front legs..
caiternoodle (11:23:15 PM): i have no idea!!!
caiternoodle (11:23:24 PM): he had been missing for 3 days now..
caiternoodle (11:23:37 PM): So i got him food and water and i sat there petting him
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:23:53 PM): any leg abnormalities?
caiternoodle (11:23:56 PM): and dad came out and hes like "well we'll see how hes doing and if hes not better in a few days we might have to put him to sleep."
caiternoodle (11:23:59 PM): I didnt look...
caiternoodle (11:24:05 PM): So then i started bawling.
caiternoodle (11:24:08 PM): and i sat there
caiternoodle (11:24:21 PM): and eventually dads like "ok you need to tough it up.. we got stuff to do today"
caiternoodle (11:24:28 PM): so i got up and did stuff
caiternoodle (11:24:32 PM): shane came over..
caiternoodle (11:24:36 PM): and we set crap up
caiternoodle (11:24:37 PM): and people came
caiternoodle (11:24:54 PM): and im like rushing around trying to put everyone on the tables..
caiternoodle (11:24:59 PM): and little kids molesting me..
caiternoodle (11:25:06 PM): annd getting things dad forgot...
caiternoodle (11:25:22 PM): By the time i didnt have something to do a lot of people were gone XD
caiternoodle (11:25:32 PM): so i talked briefly to some of the people still there..
caiternoodle (11:25:54 PM): Victoria's mom went up on the deck with victoria and saw travis so she ran home to get some antibiotics..
caiternoodle (11:26:07 PM): so i talked until like everyone left..
caiternoodle (11:26:09 PM): and she came back
caiternoodle (11:26:15 PM): and she gave travis a shot and some medicine for him
caiternoodle (11:26:27 PM): and i had her look at tooters foot.. and snoop now that she's juicing..
caiternoodle (11:26:37 PM): she said that travis has an absess on his leg..
caiternoodle (11:26:41 PM): and its swollen..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:26:50 PM): which basicly is? -_-'
caiternoodle (11:26:53 PM): uh
caiternoodle (11:26:55 PM): i dont know XD
caiternoodle (11:26:56 PM): but..
caiternoodle (11:27:01 PM): i duno..
caiternoodle (11:27:02 PM): XD
caiternoodle (11:27:05 PM): umm sooo..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:27:13 PM): I bet travis is allright
caiternoodle (11:27:17 PM): then she said tooter prolly has a tumor.. and to put antibiotics on it..
caiternoodle (11:27:27 PM): and snoop prolly has a vaginal / blatter infection..
caiternoodle (11:27:44 PM): and we can give them all this one medicine to help em..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:27:58 PM): :-) if there was no stunning abnormalities that travis had on the leg, then most likely they arn't broken
caiternoodle (11:28:05 PM): but
caiternoodle (11:28:08 PM): im getting to it..
caiternoodle (11:28:16 PM): So i put travis in the pet taxi for awhile.
caiternoodle (11:28:24 PM): he crawled in there himself.. he likes it there..
caiternoodle (11:28:44 PM): but i had to help him the last bit cuz he cant move the end of his body very well at all..
caiternoodle (11:28:48 PM): so i took him inside
caiternoodle (11:28:55 PM): and he crawled out later..
caiternoodle (11:29:00 PM): he wanted on my dads bed
caiternoodle (11:29:09 PM): so i put him on this blue chair right by the door..
caiternoodle (11:29:14 PM): he seems to like it there
caiternoodle (11:29:20 PM): he wanted some place soft to sit..
caiternoodle (11:29:23 PM): SO i felt his foot..
caiternoodle (11:29:28 PM): and his right foot is really cold.
caiternoodle (11:29:35 PM): a lot colder than his other ones..
caiternoodle (11:29:47 PM): if i mess with it.. he growles..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:30:03 PM): I think the foot might be dislocated or broken
caiternoodle (11:30:09 PM): but He can use his left leg a bit.. but the right one hinders him from walking
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:30:11 PM): I doubt it
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:30:16 PM): but
caiternoodle (11:30:34 PM): So now hes sitting in that blue chair.. i think he's sleeping...
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:30:35 PM): are you able to somehow recieve a pulse from the other legs
caiternoodle (11:30:47 PM): i duno...
caiternoodle (11:32:01 PM): So anyway..
caiternoodle (11:32:07 PM): I got 595$...
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:32:17 PM): nice
caiternoodle (11:32:33 PM): PLus mrs. hartley got me a vest.. 2 pairs of jeans.. some soap crap and vanilla body spray..
caiternoodle (11:32:39 PM): in a biiig pink bag.
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:32:46 PM): XP
caiternoodle (11:32:56 PM): Mr. loveless got me a portfolio carrier..
caiternoodle (11:33:01 PM): and a mini portfolio
caiternoodle (11:33:05 PM): and a physics tshirt XD
caiternoodle (11:33:14 PM): i told him that an XL would be fine
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:33:17 PM): YEAH
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:33:20 PM): PHYSICS
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:33:22 PM): WOOOOOOOOOOOO
caiternoodle (11:33:34 PM): but i didnt take in the fact that white tshirts usually run a bit small
caiternoodle (11:33:46 PM): o-O so im gunna have to strech it out so i can wear it without looking like an h1O
caiternoodle (11:33:47 PM): lol
caiternoodle (11:33:55 PM): and so..
caiternoodle (11:33:59 PM): Taryns here right now
caiternoodle (11:34:03 PM): shes gunna spend the night i guess..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:34:07 PM): tell her I said hi
caiternoodle (11:34:12 PM): Shanes gunna come over tomarrow most likely.
caiternoodle (11:34:12 PM): ok
caiternoodle (11:34:19 PM): tomarrow i also have a dentist appointment..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:34:35 PM): O_O I think i have a doctors appointment soon
caiternoodle (11:34:41 PM): o_O
caiternoodle (11:34:50 PM): i havent been to a doctors since i was like 4...
caiternoodle (11:34:53 PM): *shrug*
caiternoodle (11:35:01 PM): and next monday (not toamrrow) i have to go to my aunts house to do their website.
caiternoodle (11:35:15 PM): DAD has in plan that hes gunna refinance the house and we gotta clean out the house in montgomery..
caiternoodle (11:35:26 PM): i have to get college crap in and take the test.. and pick classes.
caiternoodle (11:35:33 PM): and THAT is all we have planned for this summer so far
caiternoodle (11:35:34 PM): *dies*
caiternoodle (11:35:42 PM): maybe we can squeeze coming to see you sometime..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:35:43 PM): study hard :3
caiternoodle (11:35:45 PM): i hope i can...
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:35:47 PM): ... somehow XP
caiternoodle (11:36:09 PM): I have NO IDEA how long it will take to do the house in montgomery..
caiternoodle (11:36:15 PM): cuz we gotta clean it and take all the crap out..
caiternoodle (11:36:20 PM): find somewhere to sell/store it.
caiternoodle (11:36:25 PM): then sell the house itself..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:36:35 PM): Im sure ive asked this a million times but
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:36:38 PM): what are you going to be?
caiternoodle (11:36:40 PM): they have a LOT of stuff in that house too.
caiternoodle (11:36:47 PM): PROFESSIONAL HOBO WOO
caiternoodle (11:36:54 PM): Shane says i make a good pillow.. XD
caiternoodle (11:36:55 PM): but
caiternoodle (11:37:05 PM): Im gunna try and go to get an associates in art.
caiternoodle (11:37:12 PM): which is 2 years..
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:37:25 PM): i gotta brb
caiternoodle (11:37:26 PM): Then im prolly gunna do some freelance website/computer tutoring/artwork
caiternoodle (11:37:28 PM): OKays
Wind Sp00n Alpha (11:39:52 PM): bk
caiternoodle (11:39:57 PM): wb
Wind Sp00n Alpha is away at 11:51:16 PM.


Um.. Ill backdate stuff.. as soon as i have time.. (NEVER X_X)
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SO TODAY WAS GRADUMAtATION!!

caiternoodle: cuz my open house thingy is on the 11th
LadyDevilynne: *pokes*
RoyBetterThanYou: ah
caiternoodle: and if it rains we gotta ship everyone inside
caiternoodle: HOWEVER if the amount of people came to my graduation that will come to my open house...
caiternoodle: .....we will have plenty of room XD
caiternoodle: out of 30 invitations..
RoyBetterThanYou: *braces self*
caiternoodle: the only one to come was my aunt mo.. and the only reason SHE came was because we went over to her house a few days before... and we peer pressured her into coming..
RoyBetterThanYou: ouch
caiternoodle: plus she wanted me to make her a website.
LadyDevilynne: *huggles*
RoyBetterThanYou: haha
caiternoodle: which ill prolly do next week...
caiternoodle: *shrug8
caiternoodle: So yea
caiternoodle: at graduation i stood there by the wall for 40 minutes..
RoyBetterThanYou: you should have the url be www.mommiemo.com
caiternoodle: then they shipped us in the thing.
LadyDevilynne: lol
caiternoodle: XD
caiternoodle: Then we walked out and listened to stupid people talk..
LadyDevilynne has left the room.
caiternoodle: Then we got el diplomas.
RoyBetterThanYou: yeah, graduation in a nutshell
caiternoodle: and taryn spontaniously combusted
caiternoodle: then we had to pick up her pieces
caiternoodle: and then i left woo
RoyBetterThanYou: if she had set off a chain reaction it would have been awesome
caiternoodle: YEA O_O
LadyDevilynne has entered the room.
caiternoodle: especially cuz i dont care about a single person in my class.
LadyDevilynne: lol
RoyBetterThanYou: pw0nz3rd!
LadyDevilynne: Don't spontaneously combust?
caiternoodle: cuz they're all evil
RoyBetterThanYou: then form a master plan
RoyBetterThanYou: to "take care of them"
RoyBetterThanYou: PERMENENTLY



thats basically all that happened..

Only.. not taryn spontaniously combusting XD


so you may ask

YOUR NOT IN SCHOOL ANYMORE O_O how DO you FEEL?

I feel absolutely nothing..

nothing at all..
cuz i have 0 emotions :O OMG..

Im not happy cuz i will miss Mr. Loveless... and their mayonaise..

Im not HORRIBLY DEPRESSED because i will never have to see those CRAZY people EVER AGAIN :O

so..
..yea im guna have some problems with those random mIRC chats now..

cuz they will be like "um.. what grade are you in? 3rd?" and ill say "...no.. im gradumatated :| sorry.."
and they wont beliiiiieve me ;_;


OH WELL.

i care not.

Becuase they will die someday :D
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Cait: HEYYYY KIDS!!!!! GUESS WHAT TIME OF THE WEEK IT IS?!!?
276 little kids: ITS CAITARANT TIME!!
Cait: GOOD JOB!!!! now.. listen carefully.. when you hear the secret phrase... scream as LOUD AS YOU CAN!!
276 little kids: OKAY CAIT!!! :DD!!

So... Mrs. H wants to take me shopping after school tomarrow for clothes for graduation o_O.. and i have no idea why she cares so much..... She said she wanted to reward me for helping tutor DJ... but i dont know why she thinks that because he has an F right now... :\... Im TRYING my best to make that F into a C though....

Um...
So i get home.. and dads like "So we need to send out invitations next week.."
Cait "what for?"
Dad: "for your graduation..."
Cait: "um.. who would want to come to that?"
Dad: "Ummm... probably mo and ron and george and brenda and grandpa.. I suppose after wards Ill just give you some money.."
Cait: "Uh what for?"
Dad: "for graduation.."
Cait: "and what wuold i do with this moneY??"
Dad: "Buy a hot dog."
Cait: "...Why dont we have a party so everyone can bring me money? llolollool"
Dad: "You should have told me that 2 months ago when i ASKED you!!!"
Cait: "Well!!"
Dad: "Well we cant reserve a space now because nothing is left.. you have to do that 6 months in advance..."
Cait: "Cant we just like throw some tents up over by my garden and have hot dogs and talk about stuff?"
Dad: "Umm.. no you need tables and chairs and whatnot.."
Cait: "o_O... we can put the picnic table out there.. and set out some lawn chairs.."
Dad: "we'd have to rent tables and chairs.. and a tent.. and you have to have food.. some people have a caterer bring in fried chikan and stuff.."
Cait: "....This kinda isnt any FORMAL thing..... noone's going to care... we can just throw somethin together.."
Dad: "Uh noo you can get a lot of money wrapped up into these things... But if you want one ill do it for you... I'm not worried about money for this"
Cait: "But you're ALWAYS worried about money and you're lYING because you're worried about money for THIS TOO!!"
DAd: "well you're right but this is for you and.."
Cait: "BUT IM NOT WORTH IT!!"
Dad: "Yes you aree...."
Cait: "We cant even afford to pay FOR OUR HOUSE!! MUch less spend crap on me!!! We dont even HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR THAT"
*
276 little kids: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Cait: YEs thats right kids!! you found the secret phrase!! "DONT hAVE ENOUGH MONEY"
This is what i hate.. All this crap about money... I hate money i hope it burns.. Im going to be a hobo when i grow up and live on a deserted island by myself with no money. Hopefully i will catch SIDS and die..
*
Dad: "well you only do this oncee blahh.."
Cait: "*furiated* *walks out to comptuer to type this..*


SO yes...

The last 2 months of your 12th grade career will be HELL.

If you're me i GUARANTEE IT.
caitaro: (Default)
So i just got up... I had a dream about the last day of school..

I dreamed that.. Mr. Loveless organized a field trip thing.. in conjunction with Mr. Morrison (who wasnt even there) so it was a Running event thing.... now your prolly sayin "ohh she cant ruuun thats her bad dreaamm" actually it wasnt. I could run as fast as everyone else.. miraculously..

So... Before the field trip thing i was in mr. loveless' room.. WHich was actually the old computer room in the old building... only with art crap on it.. Um.. So i made crap... Theni made a moofin loofa suit out of paper.. So i put it on... and that was the only THING i had on... It covered meh though... somehow.. And i always signed my work wearing that o-O i duno why.. but ok.... So then we went on The trip thing.. we had to run... up this thing.. and into a covering.. and we had to do physics... and shane was there doing it too... um.. Then we went into a field... and it looked like a quidditch field o-O but we had to run around and play football only it WASNT football.. and so i stayed with this one kid i have NO idea who it was.. and there was a crippled kid.. um.. So then afterwards we went back to school.. and i went to mr. loveless' room.... and.. so like everyone left cuz it was the last day of school so they were in the halls with their friends... Then um.. The ball rang and someone came on the Announcer thing and said "have a good summer and have a good life, seniors" then it HIT me.. I... am a senior... And i would NEVER. EVER.... see mr. loveless again.. and so... I got the moofin loofa suit on and signed some crap.. then i was back to normal clothes.. o_O and So i went up to him.. and.... I was going to tell him goodbye i guess.. or perhaps CONFESS MY LOVE :O i duno but then.. Dramatic... 'sad-love song'ish music was playing.. and im like.. "oh god... What do i tell him?... What do i say?!? I dont know!!!" So i was playing with my keychain things.. cuz i had like a billion of them... and i never got to tell him anything.. Because i hear a knocking at the door. "Who's there ho?" I say.. lol not really.. But i did hear someone knocking.. so im like "eeeee go awaaay" so they DIDNT.. so i got up and it was danielle... so i let her in.. and blah...


But as i walked to the bathroom.. it hit me.. I never ACTUALLY.... thought about plans for the last day of school.. Well so i thought then... There's no way im getting any sleep the night before..... Because i have Mr. Loveless' class last.. I don't know how i'll ever leave it.... I dont.. know how i'll ever tell him goodbye... how much he was my only friend there for me ALL throughout high school... even though during the first few years we never.... personally talked to each other much... But.. Every day i looked forward to going to his class...I looked forward to seeing his cheerfull face and his o_O randomly funny jokes and whatnot... During the first part of 11th grade.. I had noone.. Absolutely noone.. But you know he talked to me sometimes >_> and i was in the LIBRARY at lunch because i had noone.. but he was there.... and blah..

I know im being stupid but..
I'm going to miss him a lot... and.. I dont know.. about this.. "no school" thing.. Perhaps i WILL tell the councelers im missing 1 math credit.. so i get held back O NO :O but.. I'll still be there for another year.. i can graduate with people i care about... Um.. That is.. if shane makes it that far :\ which i sometimes question..

But.. I dont think i like this.. Really i'm a child trapped in a teenagers body... and i dont know how to deal with this!!! This is just.. crazy.. I guess i kinda feel like travis after he went outside for the first time... He was scared.. he hid behind the grill.. Then he ran away for a few days.. and now he's back..

But i feel scared..... In November i'm legally an adult and i have to fend for myself.. But i'm not ready.... i cant even DRIVE. i cant.. even GO TO CHICAGO..
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People tell me i'm not mature enough.. But when they say that they're thinking... emotionally mature.. They think im very childish and i need to grow up.. but its the opposite.. I have IMMENSE self control.. UBER maturity.. however i AM.. very immature in 1 area.. Experience and knowledge of the world.... I always hear all these stories from my dad.. saying "ohhh when your MOTHER was 14 she got dumped out on california by her SELF and shhheeeee had to adaptt... and now YOUUUUU do..." and im like "..no i dont... it doesnt HAVE to be this way.." you know what? I'm hooked on a drug. It's called security.. And i need to be SLOWLY weaned off of it.. Or else bad things will happen... I get security 24/7 now.. Try smokin the most addictive drug 24/7.. (lets just say it wont kill you).. Ok but then suddenly.. You're taken off it completely.. Yeah thats how i'm going to feel..

I never have had.. a teenage life.. I have never DONE... anything a teenager has done... I have gone through none of it.. Even with the boyfriend thing.. Most people are like "Ohh my first boyfreind was in 3rd grade" and whatnot.. NOW its like "hi im in kidermagarden and i have a boyfreind!" its getting kinda sad.. but guess when my first FULL Time BF was? NEVER :D!!!.... But the first time i really had one... was mid-11th grade... Which is sp00ny.. and.. i still have him.. SOMEHOW... SOMEHOW i didnt drive him away yet... and he's still there for me all the time.. ANd i feel that.. HE... ISSS.. my future.... Because thats sort of one of my childhood fantasies..... but.. when i WAS a child... i always thought "I want to get married!!! but im gunna ask the guy if we can just hug insted of kiss cuz thats gross :O" Now its still a fantasy of mine to get married.. only WITH the kissing :P~ I want.. to have the most perfect relationship ever.. and get married.. and make a shitload of money (HAHAH LIKE THAT WILL HAPPEN) but.. I want to be famous.. no not some random pr0n star.. I want to be famous for changing the world.. You know like rosa parks and whatever..... But.. I WANT.. to change the world. i want to make a difference.. Because.. The way it's going now.. is just.... Not good.. THere was an article in the paper the other day.... the headline was "Humans Must Die?" and im like "YESSSS I LOOOVE THIS PERSON" but.. anyway o_O the article was about.. how we shouldnt breed out of our minds... and whatnot.. He said AIDS is too slow of a killer.. but pizza.. and.. so.. basically my idea is to take all the bad people put them on an island and let them go.. Then let the good people have the world.. (HAH THEY'RED BE LIKE 10 PEOPLE LEFT!!!!) But.. Take them... and selectivly breed them to form a new human race.. A one where greed.. cruilty.... prejudice.. doesnt exist anymore.. Where we all.. REALLY.. live in harmony with the earth.. and hope.. that we havent forked it up completely.. But um... we went to the bank yesterday... and it was sad.. seriously.. Cuz the lady was all "blah blah.. patriot acts!!" ... "blag de frickin blah...... PATRIOT ACTS BLAH!!" and im like... what kind of country is this.. Making everyone obsessed with some "rule" and whatever... and so dad was going to open bank account things for me and corndog.. and theyre like.. "..so whats their social security number? We need to report all the money and stuff to the government.." and it hit me.. This country.. LABELS Us.. it KEEPS TRACK of us. It gives us a NUMBER FOR CRYIN OUT LOUD!!!!!!!! It controlls our lives... Its another dream of mine to live on an island somewhere... Um.. aloooneee with my lover.. (who is going to be sp00ny >_>) but.. We can live how we want!!! and not be NUMBERED and ruled and controlled mindlessly..
Ive kinda already talked to him about this.. He said he couldnt live on an island.. That he needs freinds... and stuff.. and he needs the 'security' that the government offers.. He says im weird because i'd rather fend for myself against animals.. Than fend for myself against people. But i WOULD.. because i believe that i have instincts that are used to escape danger of being eaten.. However i lack instincts that are used to escape the danger of human riticule...

wow um.. i kinda got off track here... eheh ^^;; but...

Yea these are my feelings i suppose. If you dont like them then... SUCKS TO YOUR ASSMAR PIGGY!!! !:O!!!!!

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